I had some kind of weird lesion removed from my neck today...

I had some kind of weird lesion removed from my neck today and will get the biopsy results in 48 hours. However, the lesion afflicting the United States is still there, will continue to fester and will probably prove to be deadly. Unrepentant socialism, overarching regulatory authority out of Washington and intervention into markets will not only remain at this extraordinary high level that we are experiencing today but will probably resume its march higher.

Not worried that we too will face the the same kind of strains that Europe is now dealing with?  Unfortunately, we will have the opportunity to face these same upcoming challenges with a socialist ideologue leader that is probably the least prepared and least capable individual that we have seen in modern times. What is most shocking to me is that Americans accept this and somehow embrace it. It is not the country that I know and this is not the people that I think that I know. I do know some crazy frothing at the mouth socialist progressives and some of these are family members. But honestly, I am completely amazed. I was also totally amazed the last time that the Obamessiah was elected and I am completely amazed and mystified that people desire to be represented by this fool again. Satan is so very strong I suppose.

I sometimes think that maybe I am just incapable of comprehending reality that the way that I look at things could be just a dream. Maybe I just should not be an optimist and therefore embrace the horrible truth that we are no longer sovereign people and are just chattel to our overlords. To think that people want to build a better life, care for their children, teach them how to be productive healthy people.... maybe is just a horribly distorted vision of reality. Maybe we have to embrace death and resurrect as new life offered by The Beast in Washington where we will be required to accept and pay for our neighbor's abortion on demand, accept and subsidize broken families, accept white penance for the sins of people decades or 100's of years ago, accept churches that no longer have a portfolio of good works to focus on since The Beast has crowded them out, accept that we will be told how to take care for ourselves, accept how we will consume our food, accept how we will engage with our own health, accept that every transaction that we willfully enter into may be or we will expect to be monitored by our big brother in Washington, accept that we are no longer individuals but a part of some unnatural organism whose brain is in Washington.

It appears to me as if people think and have accepted that The Beast, Washington, is somehow benevolent, thinking that the dictator will provide for them. But I know better.  However, as I get disappointed over-and-over, I just do not feel optimistic about my life and about may family's life. I just do not think that my children will have opportunity to be productive people unless they adopt the socialist's game.  what kind of life is it if they have play by strange rules?  Why should they even try if they will be punished and berated for being successful and coddled and rewarded if they are not. I am very very concerned about my children's well being. And I also feel that I am incapable, too tired and not willing to live with all of this.